Fuck. I thought things were gonna slow down after MidTerms. I guess I was wrong. Kiyomi's moving away, everyone has all this high school drama going on with their relationships, I think someone else is gonna lynch me if I ask out a certain person, and I'm stuck in the same attraction loop problem I had back around Thanksgiving last year. I'm so confused. I thought I could wait. I still do, I suppose. But at the same time, I wonder why I'm waiting for someone who obvoiusly isn't waiting for me. Random teenage fluxuations in emotions means that there's always going to be uncomfortable random surges of hormones to go along with them. Stupid instability. I want to be in a relationship again.

Then there's school. I have my Japanese MidTerm and uber project due either this week or next week, and all of my teachers were like, "Oh, if you think things are going to get easy just because you passed the half way point, think again. You're going to have bookwork every night next week!" ....and I'm like, "FUCK." And then I've got AcaDeca and work afterschool, too. Argh. I'm so screwed.

Whoo. Pervy thoughts regarding that last comment. Err, yeah. I guess that means I should go to sleep. Or something. I need a goddamn SO.

.alieu 
...coffee, republic, and cakes <3 11:44:00 PM